Angels nor Devils

Murder

2009-11-15T13:08:00.003+08:00

Youth who turned his knife on cops shot dead

Policemen are sent for shooting drills and tests so often. They are supposed to be proficient and experts in handling their dangerous weapons. Should a 21 year old kid with possible mental or emotional problems get shot in the chest because he was running towards the policemen with a knife?

A group of policemen vs A 21 year old

Pistols vs 1 knife

Trained vs Emotionally troubled

Couldn't they have aimed for his legs of thighs? Or shoulder? Did they have to hit the easiest place they could aim for; the chest? Maybe because they are not trained enough in aiming other areas? The police firearm's primary function is to disable, not to kill. Only if all options are exhausted, can the last resort be taken. Its fine when its a group of terrorist or armed gang members with real guns and pistols. But this is a 21 year old with a vegetable knife! What a waste of a life..

Being mentally or emotionally unstable is not a crime. I classify this as murder.

Birthday Resolution

2009-11-13T13:29:00.005+08:00

My birthday resolution:

To..

play less games

completely stop watching p***

be more productive

be a better son

be a better brother

be a better boyfriend

take more responsibility

keep in touch with friends

reduce my impact on nature

wake up not later than 9am everyday

drop to 70kg

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or at least 72 :)

Faith

2009-10-13T18:27:00.005+08:00

Faith comes not from the belief in him, but the values he upheld

Correct me if I am wrong,
I am still on the path of understanding.

Manupilation

2009-10-05T01:45:00.005+08:00

Its all about manipulation.. Whoever is the best at manipulating, they are the ones who will profit the most..

Whats up with this 1Malaysia thing anyway.. Its everywhere I turn.. Like before this we were unaware that we lived in the same country and need a slogan to remind us of that fact?

1Malaysia 20% toll rebate, 1Malaysia F1 Team.. 1Malaysia Earthquake Fund.. Come on la! Its all publicity.. Stop treating the public like fools..

Why not we just change our country's name from Malaysia to 1Malaysia then?

Oh by the way, I support that Hari Malaysia is of equal importance to Hari Merdeka and therefore should be a public holiday. A lot of Malaysians still do not know what is Hari Malaysia. I was one of them until just recently. Well, have you seen anything in the newspapers or television headlines for the past 20 years on Hari Malaysia? I know I have see a lot on Merdeka only.. Heck I'm sure some people still think Sabah and Sarawak belong to Brunei and Indonesia.

And lastly, another manipulation; You know we got that 10% gov tax and 5% service tax crap thing right.. If you don't wanna be conned, check out ever the place you are eating qualifies to charge gov tax not. Cuz as of Sept 2009, only 446 eateries are allowed to do so by the Customs. Others might be using old licenses, conning you, or are just unaware of recent events. As an easy guide, franchises generate a lot of money and therefore are able to charge the gov tax. Non-franchises are less likely to charge gov tax due to their lower revenue. Its also impossible for any eatery to charge gov tax in their first year of business. Do inquire for their license if you feel they are conning you. I know it might look like you are a cheapskate in front of your friends, but its your money, and people are stealing from you. So you decide..

Fight manipulation by taking a stand..

And the latest update, public and school examinations are going to be held 1 day after Deepavali. Every other party gets 1 week holiday and we are left to come back to our hometowns, celebrate, and go back on the same day. So much for 1Malaysia.

My Favorite Childhood Movies (1985-2000)

2009-09-19T12:41:00.021+08:00

Just scream ok!! I can't remember the whole movie, but I remember how fukin scared I was!!

Who doesn't like it when a cute girl falls from the sky ;)

[Song] Forever and ever...

Mischievous yet sweet

To infinity and beyond!

Swords + Lightning = Ooo

We all know why guys watched this movie, cuz the story aint great :p

Somebody stop me!

You gotta love his smile and innocence in the big city

The stupid movie that made me scared every time I went to the beach!

The super-hot-smoking Jessica Rabbit!

Arnold vs Alien = Arnold Wins

Stay above anything except the ground!

Hastalavista Baby! The best movie of the franchise by a mile!

Tale as old as time.. Song as old as rhyme..

Liu Kang.. Sonia.. Johnny Cage..

The face that made a franchise

Literally BOOM BOOM POW !

The one and only Swayze movie I ever watched, and has to be the greatest

My mum's favorite.. Who wouldn't want Costner as their bodyguard :p

Stupidest movie of all time! Still remember the laxatives part.. zzz..

Action all the way.. Again, the best movie of the franchise

Classic!

Another Costner gem.. He can be arrogant, lazy, and an ass, and still get the girl.. Like wth?!

My first movie which showcased more than your average skin

Hahaha.. Haha.. Hahaha.. Haha..

"Houston, we have a problem."

Under the sea.. Under the sea..

Timun & Pumba!

Esmeralda.. *drool* :) Princess Jasmine doesn't stand a chance

with probably the most famous OST in history!

I'm afraid of nature the most! And this movie just intensified that feeling

After coming out of the cinema and feeling a cold breeze pass over me, I starting imagining tornadoes in the dark night sky

Between Willy and Michael Jackson's OST, a long staying classic

Chemistry in the form of a bomb on a bus :)

Loved everything about the movie except the fact that its C-Grade sequels destroyed the franchise

Watched it on my 12th birthday with my family

Easily the best movie of the 90s.. 5-star in every sense!

The passion and suave stays on for hours after watching

Gripping and thrilling plot.. Excellent acting by Jackson and Spacey

Before the movie became the franchise

The unexpected blockbuster!

He never gets old.. Dammit!

The movie that launched Will Smith to stardom

One for all, All for one

Grrrraaawwwwwwwwww!!

Here comes the men in black.. The galaxy defenders..

I'm not sure what drew me in the most about this movie; the gadgets, the boobs, or James West :p

Like The Mummy, before the movie became the franchise

My favorite movie of the 80s! Michael J. Fox in his early days prime

George Lucas' masterpiece.. A movie which defied its time

My favorite Indiana Jones and Harrison Ford movie.. If only I could have his job.. Teaching history and running away from the Nazis

Words can't describe how I feel of this movie :)

Age never stops Connery.. Alcatraz didn't too

2 amazing actors in very different ways meet face to face.. And 1 face had to come off

Proposal presentation complete!

2009-09-02T16:20:00.005+08:00

Proposal Success : 100%
Assignments Left : 80%
Current Course Satisfaction : 75%
Current Happiness : 75%
Eagerness to loose weight : 65%
Eagerness to attend a buffet : 150%

:) :)

You got to be kidding me

2009-08-31T23:04:00.003+08:00

I just started using RON95 for 3 days now and already the price has gone up from RM1.75 to RM1.80. Yes they said they were slowly replacing all RON92 pumps with RON95, but not until the end of this month did all the petrol stations have their RON92 pumps.

What utter non-sense. Its means directly switching from RON97 (premium) to RON95 (mainstream) for the same price. As it is all our high quality low-sulphur oil is being exported for premium prices and we use lower grade imported oil, now we have to deal with this rubbish.

Obviously only drivers would notice. Politicians have personal drivers who pump the oil and monitor their traveling expenses. The fat ass in the backseat just sits back and enjoys the cool air from the air conditioning.

Alamanda, Putrajaya

2009-08-22T23:23:00.000+08:00

Reminder

2009-08-22T13:49:00.002+08:00

I need to put this up as I accidentally erased it from my saved messages yesterday. Its something I will always need to remember, because out of the hundreds of exchanged messages between us, this probably defines how it all ended;

Her love for me is her wall, and 'she' is the wall I created.

Preview : Salsa Havana

2009-08-17T02:23:00.004+08:00

My Time at Legenda

2009-08-07T13:45:00.006+08:00

Thank you all for a great time and a valuable experience at Legenda.

You all have strengths in different aspects, and I am already using what I've learned from you guys as I face each day.

Segar for his easy going friendliness and never-stop chatter box..

Bakia for her child-like, over-enthusiastic and spontaneous thinking..

Kala for her love and care for everyone around her, no matter how evil they may be..

Mr Guru for his cheekiness and bountiful energy beyond his age..

Mr Ganen for his ambitions and endeavors for breaking new grounds..

and

Dr Arif for his unique ideas and inspirations which although might seem strange, is usually the most rational of all solutions..

And a special thanks to

Dr Saroja for her spirited and hard headed approach when it comes to dealing with higher management. I learned from her that people are separated not by their post, but by their level of stupidity..

TQ :)

POI

2009-06-02T09:22:00.000+08:00

Love is not about finding the right person, but creating a right relationship. It's not about how much love you have in the beginning but how much love you build till the end.

- Kalaa Devi

Wow..

2009-05-29T10:24:00.001+08:00

I have not gamed on my laptop for over a week..

Suddenly 24 hours does not suffice..

:)

Vesuvius

2009-05-21T21:11:00.007+08:00

Mauna Loa; the most active volcano in the world. But unlike Mauna Loa which releases build-up pressure through continuous and small eruptions, I erupt like Vesuvius. Pressure is built up to unbelievable proportions, and when it is finally let loose through a small crack in the mountain, all hell is let loose!

I've been laying dormant for 5 months. Today i erupted! And buried my so-called "Head of Department" with ash and molten lava!

Some people can't communicate well.
Some people can't manage people well.
Some people can't listen well.
Some people can't understand well.

But what are the odds you can find one who has all 4 flaws? I did..

So what if she's higher ranked than me?
So what if she's older than me?
So what shes been working there for years compared to my 10 months?
So what if she has better relations with the management of the college?

I'm not afraid to get fired. The way I see it, all the above doesn't matter because she is just way way dumber than me.

After the onslaught, she tried to talk to me, but I didn't want to have any of it. Because of my eruption, I could not go and donate blood, which I planned to do; pressure still high.

Her last ditch effort to save her face was to say; Rubern, you are still a small boy...

Boy..what a mistake.. Fortunately for her, in that moment her words wasnt being interpretated by my brain and only did after she left.

Small boy? Age is just a number. I have the same qualifications as her. And since shes dumb, her experience counts for nothing. The way I see it, this is a small boy you can't handle. And you expect yourself to be able to handle more senior staffs comprising of even PhD holders. Good luck!

You have lost all my respect as a colleague. I hope you find salvation in whatever remnants you find of your lost Pompei...

-Vesuvius signing out-

A free weekend..

2009-05-17T19:00:00.005+08:00

Woke up at 12...

Downloaded 100+ songs...

Watched American Idol Marathon...

Washed my car after nearly half a year...

Watched a Tamil movie on laptop... Something I never did before...

Made burgers and sausages, light dinner for me and parents...

Did chin-up exercises...

Day dreaming...

Secretly wanting to teleport somewhere else...

...

..

.

Darn... Now comes Monday...

Joy-sucker!

Perfect Killer

2009-04-29T20:04:00.002+08:00

A virus.. Nature's ultimate killer.. So lethal no other means can be ever more dangerous..

Though it is a matter of debate ever a virus is a living or non-living organism, there is no doubt of its reputation. Ebola, Spanish Flu, The Black Plague, Avian Flu, and now Swine Flu.

A virus is able to swap genes and RNA codes with its host and other viruses. This alone is its most powerful weapon. A killer that is able to adapt to its environment and spread at maximum rate by only choosing the genes it needs.

We mite think we are safe because Mexico is so far away. But with today's transportation system, the world has been shrunk to a puny metropolis. If a pandemic is to follow, nothing can stop it.

And so I pray it does not happen. Because mankind is still ill-prepared to deal with 'the next big one'. We are still busy fighting amongst ourselves to notice that we could be at the start of a total wipe out.

Cashless

2009-04-27T00:15:00.003+08:00

I am officially cashless.. Zero Ringgit in my wallet.. Spent the last RM16 on a Grilled Pari Fish to share with my parents. Only good food can calm nerves in my family.. Its a curse and a blessing.. Watched Ayyan with them too.. Yes, a Tamil movie! My office colleagues are surely gonna freak! :p

Armageddon

2009-04-25T16:03:00.004+08:00

One of my all-time favorites.. Probably my favorite..

Just watched it again

And the end of the world still ables to move me to tears..

Earth Day

2009-04-22T21:30:00.002+08:00

Honestly speaking, I almost forgot it was Earth Day. I know most people don't care. 64% of Americans think global warming is not a problem. That is indeed sad.

I can go on and on on how we are the creators of our own demise, but ill be "dua kali lima". I have not been doing my fair share for Mother Nature as well. My aim in life is to change that.

Anyways, in accordance with Earth Day, here's a few links from the daily feed I hook on to. Lets give Mother Nature the chance to live on, so our children and children's children get to see tomorrow what we see today.

Earth Day Network

Is Modern Society Ruining Childhood?

Success Stories : Cleaning Up Planet Earth

Days to Stretch Longer with Climate Change

Go green : Energy-cutting apps for your PC

Back to the future

2009-04-22T20:07:00.006+08:00

Sorry I've been away for quite a while. Inspiration to blog has been few and far between. CwC is faring worse in fact. Anyhow, point of reflection : I am still the youngest employee at Legenda College (based on the people I've meet so far). I beat some by months. Haha, it still counts! As I ponder upon it, I realized that this will be the only time I'll hear those words; You're so young, What, you're 23??!! The next time I start working again in probably a couple of years time, after my Masters, I'd be 25, 26 or 27, and no longer the youngest one. Haha, I guess I always liked being the younger one. But as we all know, life can't be rewind. So whatever it is, live and enjoy for the moment.

Yesterday is the past, Tomorrow is the future, Today is a gift, That is why its called the present.

Soul

2009-03-17T08:56:00.017+08:00

Its been just over 3 weeks.. But feels more like 2 months..

I miss her. The closest friend I ever had. The person I could talk freely and openly and be on the same page most of the time concerning any matter around us.

This is a timeline for my own reference. As I fear as time passes by, it will erode me of my memories and true feelings at that time, and leave me of a false impression of what really happened. It is not meant to be read. But if it is, keep it inside you. Because a lot pain and sadness made up this timeline.

I am an emotional person. When we first decided to call it off, I took it hard. We decided to call it quits as she feared we were too physical. We also had miscommunication problems we found hard to deal with. I didnt like the idea of staying away from her, considering we stay metres apart. I was always caught in mood swings, angry outburst, just sticking myself to the computer to kill time, and a having low tolerance threshold.

Things werent always like this. I still remember when we were in first year. Looking back, would it have been better if we had sticked to just best friends. Chit-chatting while walking back at late night to the dorm, sharing life experiences, interests and ambitions, taking part in community organisations and working our asses off till we sleep on each other in class.

Then there was the Langkawi trip. She pushed me to go for it, as it could help me clear my mind. Truly enough it did. I decided to start fresh and continue my life. From that moment on, my point of view on our relationship was, we have called a break from each other to repair ourselves and if there's a chance in the future, we'll patch things up again. In that same time we were also free to meet other people. Truth betold, I still always thought I'll end up with her. We shared quite a chemistry with each other. I cant put it in exact words, but I think being best friends for a while before actually entering the relationship made us unique, we knew practically every movement or thought the other person would make before it actually happens.

The time after the Langkawi trip was quite complicated. She always tried linking me with other girls. I did not know what to make of it, when ur ex asks you to date other potential girls. She did that for quite a while. I slowly felt as though she has moved on a bit as well. I guess it was okay at that time, both of us were happier, quarreled less, and more smiles all around. I guess it was better that we were back to being best friends.

A while on, I meet another girl, a junior of 2 years. She was quite friendly, and since I was quite the loner, my former asked this girl to communicate with me more. This new girl was a real kid; always jumping around aimlessly, smilling, and just had a happy aura around her. She lifted my mood more often than not with her smile. I slowly grew closer to her, not in any special way, but as a close friend. My former noticed this and started teasing me sarcastically, the look on her face when we walks by and stares into my eyes would kill the soul inside of me.

Then we had our heated debates and arguments. She confessed to me that all this while during the breakup, she was mending herself and waiting for the correct time to get back to me. I was caught dead cold. All this while she has been pushing me away from her and giving no indications whatsoever that we will be back together. And when I finally get close to another girl, she gives me this news. How was I suppose to take it? I was caught in the middle.

We finally agreed that I'll just be close friends with the new girl and give my former and myself another chance at our relationship. It was hard, as my heart was already torn. I had removed my former from my heart after Langkawi, and now suddenly she wants to be back in there again like it used to. She wasn't a bad girl. She was perfect, she had all the qualities, I couldn't had asked for anything more. But its always the battle of the head and the heart. And the heart always wins against all rationality. I could not give her back my heart, as much as I tried. And I promise you I tried. My heart was attracted although mildly only, to the new girl. Attempts to rekindle my relationship and maintain my friendship with the new girl at the same time did not bode well. It was like split personalities. I couldn't handle both the relationships at once. So the choice was being left in my hands, more like an ultimatum offered actually. Give the relationship a chance and stop pursuing the new girl, or do the opposite.

Those were the hardest days of my life. On one hand you had your best friend and former who wants to patch back with you, and on another a girl you could possibly like a lot.

Everyone who were friends with us would have their own say, all with their own views on what was the right thing to do. God would have his own say. Question is, what would you have done if you had the feelings inside of me running in your veins at that time?

If what I did was a mistake, so be it. I shall live with it the rest of my life. But man has never acted on head alone. The heart is man's strongest organ, and it is the one pushing man's decisions. Not the head.

I was selfish. I listened to my heart.

Everyone can judge me : I abandoned my former, I didn't care for her feelings, I didn't give her another chance, etc. Tear your heart in half, give each to my former and the new girl, then make your choice, what would you have done? then judge me.

Every week I long to hear how shes doing. I lived my life with her for the best part of 3 years. We were inseparable. I never had a best friend to call my own until I meet her. She was the only one. And probably be the only one ever.

I am writing this because I know I have lost something really important to me. I thought my 3 year friendship with my best friend could outlast everything, even a breakup. But I thought wrong. In my world where the number of close friends I have number less than total fingers I have on 1 hand, I have lost my soul... in my best friend.

I ask god not for forgiveness..

But for my soul.. As I have lost it..

And having a hard time finding it back again..

Allison Iraheta - Alone

2009-03-05T11:52:00.001+08:00

Mesmerizing..

Breathtaking..

16 year old..

Tech Timeline

2009-03-04T18:37:00.016+08:00

I have been having computing technology for about 12 years now, encompassing a total of 3 systems. I have just ordered my new system today which brings the total to 4. Now I go back through memory lane and look back at my affiliations with the popular brands in computing power and graphics supremacy..

1997

AMD 90MHz
32Mb RAM
32Mb Riva TNT2

My first PC and I was massively proud of it. Awesome processor and graphics card for its time, capable of handling my favourite game at the time; Star Wars X-Wing vs TIE Fighter to perfection.

2001

TECHDOS v600
Intel Pentium III 600MHz
128Mb RDRAM
20Gb HDD
32Mb GeForce 440MX

My 2nd PC and my longest serving one, stretching from the time of Windows 95 to Windows XP OS. It took 5 years to replace this gem of mine. In that time it handled every game that was thrown at it which included Battlefield 1942 and Warcraft III among others. At close to RM5k (I wasn't convinced of DIY at the time), it lasted so long that I could still switch it on now and use it.

2006

AMD Athlon 64 2GHz
2Gb DDR RAM
80Gb HDD
256Mb GeCube ATI Radeon X550

My 3rd PC being a DIY one, I went for the most value-for-money purchase. It may only be classified as an entry level graphics card, but this Radeon was overclockable, and with sufficient cooling, playing Call of Duty 4 at medium setting with a 30+ FPS was a joy. Other games at its fore were C&C Generals, Star Wars Knights of the Old Republic & Empire at War. Heck, it could even handle Far Cry and Crysis. I wont ever have the heart to sell my beloved Radeon X550 for scraps.

2009

DELL XPS M1530
Intel Core 2 Duo T6400 2GHz
3Gb DDR2 RAM
320Gb HDD
256Mb GeForce 8600M GT

My 4th system finally goes mobile. As of how it will perform, that will come down to my 6 months of reserach for once again, the most value-for-money purchase. But one can never deny the sleekness and elegance of a XPS..

Heart - Alone

2009-03-04T00:26:00.001+08:00

I hear the ticking of the clock
I'm lying here the room's pitch dark
I wonder where you are tonight
No answer on the telephone
And the night goes by so very slow
Oh I hope that it won't end though
Alone

Till now I always got by on my own
I never really cared until I met you
And now it chills me to the bone
How do I get you alone
How do I get you alone

You don't know how long I have wanted
to touch your lips and hold you tight, oh
You don't know how long I have waited
and I was going to tell you tonight
But the secret is still my own
and my love for you is still unknown
Alone

Till now I always got by on my own
I never really cared until I met you
And now it chills me to the bone
How do I get you alone
How do I get you alone

How do I get you alone
How do I get you alone

Alone, alone

Twisted Ankle Day

2009-03-02T14:16:00.002+08:00

Yea.. I twisted my ankle while playing futsal yesterday. Went to the doctor today, and after the x-ray he said it was either a torn or stretched ligament. Full recovery would take 1-2 weeks. Suddenly I'm getting an injury EPL players get.. lol, even the recovery period is the same :p

So right now I'm at home, either jumping on 1 foot or moving around with my computer wheelchair.. Max does not seem to care..

Got 3 days MC for now. Blessing in disguise? Not in other matters, I can't go for Jason Mraz Live in KL, even when I already have tickets for them.. Sorry gf.. *hugs* I'll make it up to ya.. :)

8:01 !! 1 minute late !!

2009-02-23T08:19:00.002+08:00

Dammit la.. I was early for work for 2 days. I planned to make it 3 days in a row.. Yea, I've been kinda late before this. Woke up a bit late, so was rushing to make it, I was on schedule. Until this fukin slow driver delayed everyone behind him!! CB!! I punched in 8:01 !! 1 minute late !!

You haven't been nude before?

2009-02-17T21:07:00.002+08:00

So what if there are nude pictures of her?

How many Malaysians have not watched porn before they reach 39?

Irrelevant of their race! Don't give me fukin shit that one particular race is holier than the other!

How many Malaysians have not seen a nude figure before they reach 39?

How many Malaysians have not stripped in front of their partners before they reach 39?

How many Malaysians have not had sex before they reach 39?

Malaysians are by no means good and innocent.. The ones who cover up the most and preach about their holiness are the worst of the lot!

Fuk you Toyol!

Freedom

2009-02-17T09:26:00.005+08:00

The world is a less private place now..

PDA is getting synonymous with more and more cities around the globe..

Sexuality is occurring at a younger and younger age..

Youths are being bolder in the face of strict and closed government minds..

Different people have different levels of sexual freedom..

Some driven by passion, some driven by lust..

Question is.. What is right? And what is wrong?

What is right in the context of the generation before us?

What is wrong in the context of the current generation?

Actually if you go by current standards.. Anything goes aite? ;) Haha..

The Dark Knight

2009-02-09T00:54:00.002+08:00

I have just finished watching The Dark Knight on DVD. I did not watch it in the theaters and I regret not doing so. It has to be one of the best movies of recent times. Gripping dark storyline with superb portrayals of Batman, Joker, and Two Face.

"You either die a hero, or live long enough to see yourself become the villain."

Perfection

2009-01-20T00:48:00.003+08:00

Perfection is achieved, not when there is nothing more to add, but when there is nothing left to take away.

- Antoine de Saint Exupéry(1900-1944)

Sometimes I think we try too much to be perfect for one another.. Too much that it compromises what good we already had before this.. There's nothing there to fix.. Nothing there to absorb.. Only to cherish and savor there is..

- Ruberneshan(1985-Present)

Malaysia & Gaza

2009-01-19T08:33:00.002+08:00

Does Malaysia really care for justice and human rights for all?

Or for only a specific group of people..

A blog post from a friend of mine For Lack of it...

Do read. Makes you think how could you live under such blatant disregard.

25th December

2008-12-24T18:57:00.006+08:00

I'm not Catholic..

So I wont have anything to say that goes by the lines of the time of the year to forgive and forget..

But even if I did have something to say, it feels meaningless coming from me; a shattered fragment from a grand mirror that once stood proud and tall..

Life has not been unkind to me..

I've always enjoyed every Christmas of every year with friends and close ones..

My wish is a simple one..

But what I feel behind it is incomprehensible and untranslatable even by my own thoughts..

Merry Christmas..

My dear friends..

I cannot say more..

But I care..

And I miss..

Have a blessed day..

Patience

2008-12-18T20:44:00.001+08:00

Patience is a virtue..

Legend of a Legenda

2008-12-17T12:50:00.002+08:00

My college is so chun that the lecturers' rooms are home to families of mice.. And they are running around chasing the female lecturers here and there :p hahaha..

Mood-Spoiler

2008-12-12T14:21:00.003+08:00

For my entire school years all the way up to Form 6 my parents never let me go out and come back late. That was made easier by the fact that I stayed so far away from town, wit no transport of my own, making it near impossible for me even to go out. So at home I stayed even when my friends called me for Mamak sessions, birthday parties, and all kinds of gatherings. I just had to bear with it and be patient.

University life was a blessing. I stayed in an apartment with my friends. No one questioned me why was I out so late. It was a great time; mamak every night with friends, going to KL and coming back late, etc..

Now I'm working 10km from my home thus travelling from home everyday. But I get fukin pissed when my parents question me why do I come back so late when I go out at night. I have my car. I have a steady income. I pay my own bills. When I come back from work, don't I have the right to do what I want? I am no longer a 16 year old that needs a 11 or 12 o'clock curfew! Its not like I'm coming back at 3 or 4am! At most its 1am and I sleep right after that and wake up at 7.30am for work. They want me back before 12am! WTF!!

Theres a serious generation gap! How many people actually sleeps by 12 now days.. Time is so limited that theres no time to spend it with friends and close ones. I work 6 days a week. So I cant go out late for 6 days in a week? And my house is in like a godforsaken jungle with friends and any sort of entertainment so far away. The only thing I have is my handphone and computer accompanying me every night. Let me live my life my way la! I have had enough of them keeping me under a shell!! This is happening too many times that I'm so sure that when I do my Masters or next job, I will definitely live outside!!

I could have told this all to my mum.. But I didn't. My parents somehow can't take even a little of my criticism. So I shall just keep quite. When my Masters or new job starts, I'm out..

And when she had to "advice" me.. after I had lunch at home during my office lunch break. Great mood-spoiler la. Instead of resting at home for another 30mins, I left for office..

How do I communicate with people who think that their generation ways are the best and only way to go about life? I know they want the best for me.. But part of that involves me having my freedom and not being over-protective.. Be understanding and open-minded.. I pray I do not do the same thing to my kids in the future..

IRS

2008-12-12T11:12:00.002+08:00

Haha.. I type this as my office area is being raided by the IRS for tax evasion.. Ok ok.. Its not the real Internal Revenue Service.. My boss is resigning at the end of this month, therefore management has sent their drones down here to check on this department's inventory and data to check for anomalies or loss of items. Seriously it was like a raid, with the occasional loud voices and arguments, checklist this checklist tat.. Told ya it would be an interesting month at the office :p

Space-Time Continuum

2008-12-08T13:18:00.002+08:00

Its funny in life there's no UNDO, RESET, or REPAIR button.. I guess that's what makes life life..

There are no second chances.. So every decision you make has to be as correct as possible..

Accidents happen.. Mistakes happen.. But life presents it to you as a challenge.. So that you can rise from the ashes and become stronger than before..

If you don't believe in all this then pray one day you'll wake up with Hiro Nakamura's ability ;-)

You'll get through this.. *hugs*

The future is here..

2008-11-18T10:20:00.002+08:00

Watch this video at Lowyat.TV

Awesomeness..

Oblong Industries' g-speak

happy birthday me..

2008-11-14T19:18:00.001+08:00

I didn't bother mentioning to my working colleagues that it was my birthday.. We were having a pot-luck, and well..why do I need to advertise its my birthday anyway..

Nether less I had fun.. Good food and good company.. Genuine conversations that otherwise would have been fake had everyone known it was my birthday.. Special attention can most of the time be fake.. So I happily ate away! :)

As I listen to my Smallville and One Tree Hill OSTs and run through my friend's facebook profiles after a long day at work, it became more apparent that November 14 was just like any other day.. One of my close friends lost someone really close to her recently.. I cant imagine the emotions shes going through.. Try putting a date on that.. Not one day.. Not one month.. Not one decade.. Life altering moments..

November 14 is just one day.. together with the 364 others where anything and everything happens.. What makes November 14 special for me? Its not that I grew a year older and get presents and cash for it.. But its a point of reflection of what has happened in my life so far.. And how am I going to change it for the future.. For me and the people around me..

Typical..

2008-10-29T10:02:00.002+08:00

Went to watch Bangkok Dangerous with HBB.. Had to have la 4 loud-mouth Indian boys sitting in front of us. Guess they couldn't get seats for the Tamil movie Aegan, a day after Deepavali :p Being typical Indians, they couldn't keep their mouth shut with their giggles and stuff.. So we just shifted to the right as there were available seats next to us. Still could hear their annoying voices but it was bearable.. As usual, they laughed and giggled during scenes like girls with skimpy clothings. Whats more annoying than that, they giggled during a scene where the mute lady tries to tell her name to Nicholas Cage using her hands, which I touch was quite heart-warming.. Indians.. Typical..

By the way, I give Bangkok Dangerous a thumbs down.. Bad script and storyline.. Even Nicholas Cage's good looks couldn't save this one :)

Happy Deepavali ya'all !!

smack

2008-10-24T19:31:00.002+08:00

I need a smack to the head I tell you..

Open your heart when someone comes knocking
Let it breathe fresh and clean air
Let it heal clogged pathways and messed up minds
Let it not refill the same cracked space again
But occupy a new compartment in your heart
For the past cannot be changed
But the future does not need to be built on the past
But a new space
In my heart

Anyone who reads this post can smack me once on the head...

Reputation

2008-10-19T22:29:00.001+08:00

"Reputation is hard to build, but easy to loose" - rubinho

After nearly 3 months..

2008-10-18T18:31:00.002+08:00

Time surely flies. It's going to be 3 months since I first started my job. All is well, nothing challenging but watching my students moving on to their respective schools after passing their exams give a certain joy and happiness.

One of my former student saw me in my office today and said I was the best physics lecturer ever. Okay, okay.. maybe that's a tad too far.. I'm sure there are better lecturers here. Nevertheless I am happy because it showed I did a decent job with the students I was teaching and not messed their brains up.

Career wise I'm still not sure where does it lie. I'm waiting to see what opportunities presents itself, be it further studies or another job.

Responsibility

2008-10-17T23:41:00.002+08:00

There's only one chance for salvation

There's only one chance for hope

There's only one chance for retribution

Because at any one time you make a mistake

You can loose everything

The world isn't the way it was supposed to be

2008-10-16T08:30:00.003+08:00

What has the world come to?

Crime is now a daily activity, no matter if it is reported or not..

October 14 : Someone close to me got mugged at knife point while being in a parked car

October 15 : My co-worker's home got robbed in, cash and jewelries stolen

October 16 : I'm sure somewhere theres a crime going on now..

We dont have a real life supermans, batman or spiderman to fight crime.. Because we know the police are worth shit.. You might as well rename them into "crime scene investigators", "traffic controllers", "road tax inspectors", "ISA inforcers", or "anti-rally personnel".

It doesn't look like a world I want my children to grow up in. When a crime happens to you, there is a big possibility you might not be able to do anything at all because someone else might get hurt due to your actions. Its a real feeling of helpless-ness. My greatest fear is loosing someone close to me right infront of my eyes and theres nothing I can do about it..

The world is in need of change. For it is loosing its morality and sanity. But how? We can't even handle the politics and environment of our own countries. Homo sapiens are on a downhill trend.

A downhill trend to extinction.

Fear, Anger, or Numbness

2008-10-15T11:18:00.002+08:00

I don' feel the fear I should be feeling..

I don't feel the anger I should be feeling..

I just feel numb..

Life's Lessons

2008-10-15T02:10:00.001+08:00

October 14, 2008, 10.50pm

I thank for no one was hurt
I thank that it was only money and not blood

I thank for this to happen when I'm at this age
When I'm old enough to think and learn from it
And young enough to avoid the same mistake again in the future

Nothing ever prepares you for the first time
But the first time prepares you for all time

*There are no coincidences, only the illusion of coincidence. - V (from V for Vendetta)

Save the cheerleader, Save the world (title not related to content)

2008-10-13T19:16:00.002+08:00

I want to give her mine..

So she can multiply it by a factor of a thousand and return it back to the world..

What defines a human?

2008-10-13T08:28:00.003+08:00

What defines a human?

Is it his creativity and intelligence?

Is it his feats or accomplishment?

Is it the care he shows for his fellow beings?

Is it finding a soulmate and continuing the circle of life?

Or is it being able to feel?

Today the question of being human will hang over my head..

For I was asked by someone I hurt badly.. Am I still even human..

I have been asking myself that question for months now actually..

What do you do when people's tears and cries can't penetrate the thick skin of your heart?

What do you do when people's heartbreak and the loss of someone can't leave a scare on your face?

Why can't I feel the pain..

Its there..

Hidden in my heart..

But I can't feel it anymore..

Am I even human anymore..

Because humans feel..

0150

2008-10-13T01:50:00.002+08:00

0150...

And so it begins...

0814

2008-10-11T15:25:00.002+08:00

0814..

That was the time i punched in for work today..

I was late..

I woke up at 0755, bath and brushed my teeth in 3 minutes, clothes in half a minute, and off!

0814 can be considered early since it takes 12 minutes to drive to work..

Coincidentally, its the first time I'm changing my phone alarm tune from Flow Rida's Low to a Salsa Merengue Mix. That must have been the reason.. Or maybe another factor played a part.. :p

Carried a cat out of the office when I did reach.. And a work-less Saturday ensues..

If

2008-10-10T22:45:00.008+08:00

Its weird when you suddenly miss someone close to you even more when you know you wont be in contact with the person for a certain amount of time. Is it the fear of losing? Is it not being able to connect with the person? Is it insecurities? Or is it nothing at all.. When you hear the person's voice for the last time, the only feeling you have is the feeling of wanting to hear that voice again as soon as possible just to make sure everything is okay. The time was 2245. The day was October 10, 2008. Everything will be okay.

Anyways, that was just my thoughts for the moment. I leave you with Rudyard Kipling's 'If'.. A poem i enjoyed reading in English literature in my schooling days.

If you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you;
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,
But make allowance for their doubting too;
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or, being lied about, don't deal in lies,
Or, being hated, don't give way to hating,
And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise;

If you can dream - and not make dreams your master;
If you can think - and not make thoughts your aim;
If you can meet with triumph and disaster
And treat those two imposters just the same;
If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to broken,
And stoop and build 'em up with wornout tools;

If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings
And never breath a word about your loss;
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: "Hold on";

If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
Or walk with kings - nor lose the common touch;
If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you;
If all men count with you, but none too much;
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds' worth of distance run -
Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it,
And - which is more - you'll be a Man my son!

Yet

2008-09-23T23:41:00.005+08:00

Yet is a common English word that when used as a conjunction , is equivalent to "but" or "nevertheless".

However, used as an adverb, yet defines an action's persistence in time. Perhaps uniquely in English, the word can define an action in the past, present or future:

I have never yet been late.
I yet stand.
I will yet arrive.

Also, yet is a local dialect term in lowland Scotland and Cumbria for a gate.

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• adverb 1 up until now or then. 2 as soon as the present or a specified or implied time: wait, don’t go yet. 3 from now into the future for a specified length of time. 4 referring to something that will or may happen in the future. 5 still; even (emphasizing increase or repetition). 6 in spite of that.

• conjunction but at the same time.

DiGi Postpaid Scams.. Oh sorry, Plans..

2008-09-17T22:07:00.004+08:00

As usual, Malaysia' political scene is once again in a mess and I'll keep to my word of not blogging about it because its utterly rubbish and only spoiling Malaysia's name in the eyes of the world. Developing country? We? My arss...

Anyway, something closer to our ears.. Handphones.. DiGi Postpaid Plans.. Like every other telco company in Malaysia, DiGi rolls out their massive packages every 3 or 4 months. In April 2008, I subscribed to DiGi 1 Plan; the one plan to supposedly rule them all..

Take notice of 2 things..

SMS to other telcos : 15 cents
Extra Features : FREE calls, SMS and MMS after RM123 usage

Lately, DiGi unveiled 4 more new packages replacing the existing 1 Plan.

Even so, old 1 Plan subscribers were not asked to change to any one of these packages even though it can be cheaper using the DG50, DG 150, and DG250 packages. I even read something sayinh, 1 Plan users might not be able to use these latest packages. I'm going to the DiGi centre on Saturday to rectify this. Better hope somebody doesn't get a hurt real bad!

Notice that SMS to other telcos using the new plans is now 10 cents (except DG20 package)

And another important information DiGi failed to inform me is effective from July 2008, they have removed the "Extra Feature" available in 1 Plan. The extra feature was the main reason many including myself switched to the plan.

Even if you want to remove it, at least have the courtesy to at least send an email or SMS to your subscribers saying so. Its only stated in a small column under DiGi Postpaid FAQ segment. But they are super efficient at sending out countless emails and sms reminders to pay your BILL!

In the end, everything is like the politicians of this country.. Money and power hungry..

1st Pay

2008-09-07T21:23:00.004+08:00

I finally got my first pay after a month with my new job. I was quite happy. The thought of being financially independent is a nice one. Its like a new sense of freedom.

Oh ya, the Kate Voegele lookalike I was talking about, she has gone back to her home country. That's one less pretty gal to see around here.. *sob sob* :p

I'm getting better managing my work time and time with my friends. Now my department also needs more physics lecturers as another lecturer will be leaving soon. No.. no.. It's not because I made a good first impression.. :p hahaha

Price

2008-08-16T21:59:00.005+08:00

The price of war,
Life..

The price of famine,
Life..

The price of injustice,
Life..

When war, famine, injustice, and many other social ailments do not affect you directly,
You pay the price of mistakes..

And in your world, you sometimes pay it with your friends..
And in your world, only too late do you realize friends are life..

Legenda : Day 17

2008-08-16T09:16:00.003+08:00

Haha.. And I thought Saturdays would be a waste of time at the office.. No lectures and only the occasional meetings. Reached workplace at 8.00am and saw the basketball court accompanied by the glorious morning weather.. It could not be resisted.. I punched my card, left the office at 8.10am, went to the car, changed to my sports shoes and took the ball out for a 20mins non-stop practice! Loved it!

But then I was sweating buckets in a short-sleeve shirt and slack pants.. A bit of tissue paper and air-con does the trick after about half an hour =)

Now I'm back at my office desk writing this out.. My colleagues think I'm crazy exercising in the morning.. Lol.. But I'm energized now.. Great way to start the day!

Legenda : Day 16

2008-08-15T13:45:00.007+08:00

Knowing me and my shallow Hindu knowledge, didn't know had to fast today.. Haha..neways during lunchtime, I drove to Mantin town which is 3.5km away to have Char Kuay Teow that was only RM2.80! Wasn't full so I got myself a Char Siew Pau before returning back to the office.

Oh ya, theres this middle-eastern gal that comes to the office from time to time.. Just found out today shes one of the lecturer's sister. She has striking facial similarities and style to Mia in One Tree Hill played by Kate Voegele. What I'm trying to say is shes hot la :p Hahaha.. Damn, I'm not good at staring at people.. Well, at least I have something to do around here while I'm free ;-)

Legenda : Day 9

2008-08-09T11:06:00.003+08:00

Its the 2nd Saturday of the month.. So half day.. Come in at 8 and use internet till 12.30 then go back... Feels more like an admin staff with nothing to do... Haha.. Anyways, looking forward to my convocation weekend.. And good Chinese food.. =)

Legenda : Day 8

2008-08-08T15:48:00.005+08:00

Phew.. 2 classes from 8am to 12pm.. Well..for some one who always ends up late for morning classes in university.. My god.. I'm a lecturer for crying loud out.. Haha.. Anyways I was 5 mins late only.. Only 3 students were there.. Started the class after 5 mins waiting for others to arrive..

I had a nice view from the 3rd floor of the building overseeing the mountain ranges covered in the morning and soaked in the mild rising sun.. What a way to start the day..

After lunch with Dad and Sis, I started installing my kinda programs on my workplace PC. Probably increased its performance by about 10-15%. Next up is loading up my Kate Voegele songs and getting headphones..

Oh ya... I spent the last 10mins of the day playing my Street Fighter flash game =)

My 1st Job

2008-08-07T14:08:00.005+08:00

Yea... Working life... But I'm so not used to it... Slowly I'm trying to adapt... But I think I'm only doing this temporarily... I still feel an immense hunger for knowledge and research... And spending years lecturing at such an early age ain't part of the picture. I'm planning to pursue my Masters within a year from now. As for now, being a lecturer at Legenda College will be my first working experience =)

How I got this job I have no idea. First I applied it through Jobstreet even though I was not qualified for the job. They requested people with Masters or PhD but I applied just for the heck of it. Super surprised when called me up for an interview. I was to prepare a mock lecture in front of a panel of 3 interviewers. I thought I screwed the mock lecture.. Next thing you know they are offering me a position after a 2nd interview..

Okay before you all blow your horses, the position of lecturer is not like the normal lecturers you see in universities. I'm teaching physics.. But not university level physics.. Not STPM physics.. Not A-Levels physics.. But more like Form 4-5 physics..

Now I shall explain the complex system they have here at Legenda. I myself coudln't understand it at first. And explaining it to all my friends one by one takes hell lot of energy.

So here we go..

Students, locally and from abroad applying for any foundation, diploma, or degree program at Legenda undergo a 2 week orientation program. At the end of the 2 weeks, students take an placement test consisting of IELTS(English), Maths and Physics papers. Students who get above band 6 for IELTS are allowed to continue their studies to any foundation, diploma, or degree program they applied for.

Students with IELTS below band 6 are placed in Enhancement Classes. Enhancement Classes are provided by my department called the WE CARE CENTRE (WCC). Students with IELTS between band 0 and 3 are placed in Level 1 and between band 3 and 6 in Level 2. These two levels undergo about 8 weeks of enrichment classes focusing on English and also a bit of Maths and Physics. This is where I come in. I get classes consisting of 5-15 students and teach them 4 hours of Physics a week for the 8 weeks.

This ain't the complicated part yet. The complicated part is there is an orientation program every 2 weeks. Prospective students can register at Legenda on a daily basis. So that means, I can get a new group of students every 2 weeks. This also means my department does not have any semester breaks as it is a continuous cycle of enrollments. Non stop... Phew...

Thats all for now I guess... Tomorrow will be my 8th day at work... Anything else you all wanna know can just post here...

Oh ya... I miss being a student... =(

What does a 78 cents increase do?

2008-06-04T23:53:00.005+08:00

I had to say I had one hell of an interesting evening because of the news of the petrol price hike.. So off I left with my Buff to the petrol station.. Well, initially I though I was wasting petrol waiting in the queue.. But I frankly enjoyed screening down the windows, blasting the radio, and looking at fellow Malaysians honking, cutting queues, and making an arss out of themselves.

Pros of a 78 cents increase :

This is the only time you'll find BFL 9994 with this much fuel in it.. I reckon about RM100 worth of it. The new rate would have cost me another RM40 if I pumped tomorrow.

The workers at Petronas were surprisingly very efficient and friendly even with so many vehicles clogging the station from every direction possible. Indian uncles were seen greeting each other! Hahaha..

Cons of a 78 cents increase :

As you can see, motorists jump queues as they will, neglecting the safety of everyone around them. In the jam that ensued and covered nearly every major town and city in the country, my dad's car got a dent from someone's beautifully impatient driving.

The government sure has a great way of announcing a fuel price hike don't they. At 6pm, when road traffic is at its highest after the working hours and darkness about to fall.. Next thing you know.. Its only stationary cars as far as the eye can see.. Can't a day or 2 days notice be issued so that cities and roads don't come to a standstill? Not to mention the countless brawls and fights that might have erupted with so many impatient people trying to get the commodity.

Fuel rebates? SHOVE IT UP WHERE THE SUN DON'T SHINE LA! Its just a cover to lessen the damage being done.. Think for yourself.. This is my opinion..

77

2008-05-29T14:12:00.000+08:00

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1643

2008-05-14T16:43:00.004+08:00

Time : 1643
Quote : "Amicu certus in re incerta cernitur", Quintus Ennius

OneRepublic - All We Are

2008-05-14T14:50:00.002+08:00

I tried to paint you a picture, the colors we're all wrong
Black and white didn't fit you, and all along
You we're shaded with patience, and strokes of everything
That I need just to make it, and I can see that...
Lord knows I've failed you, time and again
But you and me are all right

We won't say our goodbye's, you know it's better that way,
We won't break, we won't die, it's just a moment of change
All we are, all we are is everything that's right
All we need, all we need, a lover's alibi

I walked a minute in your shoes, they never would have fit
I figured there's nothing to lose, I need to get
Some perspective on these words, before I write them down
You're an island and my ship has run aground
Lord knows I'll fail you time and again,
But you and me we're alright

We won't say our goodbye's, you know it's better that way,
We won't break, we won't die, it's just a moment of change
All we are, all we are is everything that's right
All we need, all we need, a lover's alibi

And every single day that I can breathe,
You change my philosophy,
I'm never gonna let you pass me by

So don't say our goodbye's, you know it's better that way,
We won't break, we won't die, it's just a moment of change
All we are, all we are is everything that's right
All we need, all we need, a lover's alibi
All we need, all we need, a lover's alibi

Images

2008-05-06T17:20:00.001+08:00

You know when you look at an image, a picture, or a sight, something just catches your eyes and draws you into it. You don't know what makes you do it but you know theres something there. I believe everyone has those moments and I have had my fair share of them.

This is an image of one that caught my eye. It may appear different to everyone because no two people are ever alike. What does this image mean to you?

Into the eyes of dogs

2008-04-22T14:34:00.000+08:00

I had a funny day today... I said my goodbyes to 2 dogs after playing and having fun with them. Just before leaving home, I played with my pet dog Max and patted his head while saying goodbye. He somehow knew I was going away again as he stopped short of the house gate. I sat in my car and waited for a couple of minutes while he sat there staring at my car.

Then later I was at my friend's place; Sophia. Had fun playing with her pet dog Jackie. It really brings you down to Earth when a dog looks you in the eye. Its stirs something deep inside of you and brings a certain calmness to your heart. I don't know what it is and how to explain it but it happened twice today with Max and Jackie.

In times like I get a feeling that dogs are not man's best friend, but a reminder that man cannot foster such calmness in one's heart... We're not the greatest design...

Street Fighter Flash!

2008-04-01T09:36:00.000+08:00

Perhaps the best Street Fighter Flash Game on the internet =) With customizable buttons and settings. You'll still get good graphics and fast load times on the default low settings.

Check it out at

http://www.donpixel.com/play/en/050109180207

I got my ass whooped by Chun Li ;-)

Polarization backfired

2008-03-26T06:37:00.000+08:00

My Physics class is made up of some 100+ students. During classes, the Malays and about 3 Indians sit on the left side of class whereas the Chinese sit on the right side, separated by a walkway in the middle. In today's class, the lecturer decided to give a quiz and unintentionally discovered someone who didn't attend class passed up the quiz.. Ghost? he asked. Being the case that the corresponding person's name was a Chinese's, he said that we will penalize the whole right side of the class 2 points from the final examinations as the left side could not have written for the ghost.

So, moral of the story... Don't polarize..

This was one class I am glad I didn't miss. Hahaha.. I was laughing the whole way through. In your face jackasses!

Not my day

2008-03-26T05:38:00.000+08:00

Nearly got into a head on collision, got stung by a wasp, and currently fukin the world upside down!

Not my day..

The end

2008-03-18T09:15:00.000+08:00

It just doesn't end.. Even after the elections, you'll hear all kinds of nonsense from what the sore losers are up too.. Malaysia is just full of people who can't take a loss and learn from it. Their only aim is power and money. Revenge and hatred seems to be their only answer.

As this will never end, I'm going to stop blogging on this country's stupid politics and policies. It only generates hatred inside of me, and that is something I do not want inside of me.

Do keep up with uncensored news on the internet and online blogs. Television and newspapers are only propagandas. Only what is hidden is the truth. If not, why isn't it shown? Save Democracy.. Save Free Rights.. Save Malaysia...

Thank you.

Freaky

2008-03-09T16:50:00.000+08:00

Ok...its gonna be 1am...and still theres so lil news coming in on 100 plus or so parliamentary seats across the country.. Unofficial sources state Selangor has been lost to Opposition with Perlis and Perak looking shaky... News on the television is 2 hours late compared to online sources... Guess millions wont be sleeping tonight. Good business for mamak! Thats if the FA Cup matches are finished d la..lol

Digital media disgrace

2008-03-09T15:56:00.000+08:00

RTM1, RTM2, TV3... They are calling young voters immature, emotional and easily manipulated by the opposition parties... Excuses for them losing 3 states currently?

Do your fukin job la !!

2008-03-09T14:40:00.000+08:00

WHile watching the election results, I was also watching the All-England Badminton Tournament live on RTM2. After all the Malaysian players were beaten in today's games, the local commentator goes "Esok kita akan menyaksikan semua pemain-pemain selain pemain Malaysia kita bermain. Rasa kurang bermaya untuk melaporkan."

WTF is tat ??! Do u call yourself a commentator ? Dumbass ! Report the tournament..not a biased emotional feel for your country ! 'Kurang bermaya'? Then give your job to someone else biatch !

Burnnnn !!

2008-03-05T09:12:00.000+08:00

Why la...Why must copy in exams??? Copying tutorials is a different thing, its a learning assignment..and you wouldn't want to loose marks there. So it can be forgiven. But why in exams? A test of what you have learned.. and at that you must copy.. It just despises me when I look at them looking over to get their jewel answers.. Rot & burn !!

Poor Bry Bry

2008-03-04T14:35:00.000+08:00

Yea..Bryan left his wallet at the library.. He went to reclaim it at 10.00pm after finding out that it was found there. He got his wallet back alright..just minus the cash..lol..luckily it was only less than RM100.

But it just goes to show the integrity of university students.. Or is it just public university students? PTPTN not paying enough? Neh...I'll just go with lack of integrity..kinda reflects the ppl ruling this hellhole rite.. *if u know wat i mean* ;-)

Neways, if you see anyone handling a RM50 note that smells of beer, do let Bryan know :p

Dumb female motorcyclists

2008-03-04T11:00:00.000+08:00

My god la..nearly bang 2 freaking female motorcyclist while driving in UKM, minutes apart. 1 dumbass, grinds to full halt while looking for parking and I'm freaking driving right behind her. I should have juz bang her down!

Another one wants to make a right turn while being on the left side of my car..with no fukin signal at that !! Realizing her mistake, she showed her tongue to herself...no comment...

How in the world do they get their bloody licenses??

You can't call me a racist when it was one Malay and one Chinese involved...argghh!! Both cases they couldn't even control their motors even when riding straight.. Haihh..

Our money

2008-02-06T02:12:00.000+08:00

Yes.. It's the elections again.. And again people fail to realise that power does not lie in votes.. Power lies in words.. the words of ideas.. the ideas of the people themselves..

"Behind the mask is not a person, but an idea. And ideas are bulletproof", V from 'V for Vendetta'.

Just a funny video I came across from a fellow blogger.. Nice one..lol. Do enjoy the elections.. Always liked it when theres a fight on television between fat representatives who have no idea what they are doing... Hahaha = )

remember remember the 5th of november..

Down they come

2008-01-24T17:54:00.000+08:00

Aihh.. Its getting from bad to worse.. No one seems to care about mother nature anymore.. The heat is getting worse.. The haze is getting worse.. But the trees come tumbling down anyway..

This picture was taken along the road between UKM and its commuter station.. The number of huge, green trees being cut down in Bangi alone the last couple of weeks has been staggering!! What's the big idea anyway.. Were they asked to trim it down or botak it off? Okay, they mite regrow they say; a week ago I saw the exact same 'trimming' somewhere in Bangi. After a few days, all those 'botak' trees were chopped off at the base of the trunk..

There she goes... there she goes again...

Herald 'Allah-less'

2008-01-05T04:22:00.000+08:00

Hot on the heels of scandals n accusations, many of you are aware of the decision announced by the Minister in the Prime Minister’s Department Abdulllah Mohd Zin that the cabinet had disallowed Catholic publication Herald from using the words Allah, Solat, Kaabah and Baitullah in its weekly’s Bahasa Malaysia section.

“One of the reasons given to uphold the restriction is because that it has long been the practice of this country that the word Allah refers to God according to the Muslim faith,” said Abdullah according to the Star.

It was only proper for other religions to use the word God and not Allah when referring to their God in respective beliefs, he added.

Click the link below for the full story by blogger Lucia Lai. If I start talking about it, all bombastic words all will come out if you know what i mean.. =)

http://lucialai.org/2008/01/05/sikh-in-msia-also-use-allah/

On my part...fine... they don't want us non-Muslims to use the word 'Allah' rite.. So from now on, I guess all primary and secondary non-Muslim students in all schools in Selangor and Johor are exempted from singing their state anthems respectively? Why? Both of them contain 'Allah' what.. ;)

Why I'm writing this post? Because I remember being asked to sing that %&@#! anthem in school...

Scandal? What scandal?

2008-01-03T13:49:00.000+08:00

I'm sure most of you all have already got the headlines the 1st few days of the new year... Besides the fireworks pics, there was also the sex scandal involving the Health Minister, Datuk Seri Dr Chua Soi Lek. Well its not really a scandal, Malaysians just turned it into one..lol..

Not withstanding the fact that he has been the target of political sabotage, the reason of his resignation from all of his post in my opinion is due to Malaysians who can't get past their narrow views and look at it from a bigger picture... and threw out a hardworking and dedicated people's minister out of his seat..dooming the goverment to more and more useless ppl..

I respect and salute him for being accountable and responsible for his actions. It's something you don't see much in today's world..a world where everyone only cares about is their position, wealth and power.. In his reign of Health Minister he has done countless deeds to public service particularly at hospitals where waiting time has been reduced from 3 hours to an hour, direct and fast medical access for the disabled and not to mention, he has visited 70% of all hospitals in the country! Unofficially i might add! that means he visited the hospitals without them knowing it.. If that doesn't spell dedication, I do not know what does..

His apology of his actions..accepted by friends and family but not by most Malaysians..How can the closest people to him accept and the public don't? Like lah the public know him so well personally and emotionally?

Don't think Malaysians are naive when it comes to such sexual acts...such videos are all over the internet involving none other than the public itself.. What happenend was a private and personal issue..but political sabotage..and the people's sabotage has reaped its ugly head once again..

Now to all ya other national leaders out there..this sexual video is nothing as compared to how this country is being managed! Its a bigger crime than what Dr Chua has done.. He served his country well.. Dr S******** get the dumb hint! Leave in grace.. or leave in shame.. Guess he has chosen his fate already.. gud day!

*rubinho thanks all Malaysians involved in getting rid of a people's minister...the last few around...

Fuktards !!

2007-12-26T14:00:00.000+08:00

Why does the 'Jabatan Kesihatan' or whatever department it is want to fog a residential area on Christmas Day?

The day when friends and relatives visit homes of loved ones to share quality time in the spirit of Christmas...

The day when lots of food is served for guests in the gardens n porches of Christian homes...

And then you hear...'PADA PUKUL 6 PETANG...BLA BLA BLA..NYAMUK...BLA BLA BLA...' Imagine a fully arranged porch full with guest and food... And why is it on Christmas Day again? A public holiday I might add... Are they getting some kind of overtime allowance to do it on a festival not being celebrated by them?

Well they can shove it up where the sun don't shine! And so they did get shoved! About 10mins into their fogging session, it rained! And they canceled their operations. I suppose something bigger has spoken!

Angels nor Devils

Murder

Youth who turned his knife on cops shot dead

Birthday Resolution

Faith

Manupilation

My Favorite Childhood Movies (1985-2000)

Proposal presentation complete!

You got to be kidding me

Alamanda, Putrajaya

Reminder

Preview : Salsa Havana

My Time at Legenda

POI

Wow..

Vesuvius

A free weekend..

Perfect Killer

Cashless

Armageddon

Earth Day

Back to the future

Soul

Allison Iraheta - Alone

Tech Timeline

Heart - Alone

Twisted Ankle Day

8:01 !! 1 minute late !!

You haven't been nude before?

Freedom

The Dark Knight

Perfection

Malaysia & Gaza

25th December

Patience

Legend of a Legenda

Mood-Spoiler

IRS

Space-Time Continuum

The future is here..

happy birthday me..

Typical..

*smack*

Reputation

After nearly 3 months..

Responsibility

The world isn't the way it was supposed to be

Fear, Anger, or Numbness

Life's Lessons

Save the cheerleader, Save the world (title not related to content)

What defines a human?

0150

0814

If

Yet

DiGi Postpaid Scams.. Oh sorry, Plans..

1st Pay

Price

Legenda : Day 17

Legenda : Day 16

Legenda : Day 9

Legenda : Day 8

My 1st Job

What does a 78 cents increase do?

77

1643

OneRepublic - All We Are

Images

Into the eyes of dogs

Street Fighter Flash!

Polarization backfired

Not my day

The end

Freaky

Digital media disgrace

Do your fukin job la !!

Burnnnn !!

Poor Bry Bry

Dumb female motorcyclists

Our money

smack