25th December

I'm not Catholic..

So I wont have anything to say that goes by the lines of the time of the year to forgive and forget..

But even if I did have something to say, it feels meaningless coming from me; a shattered fragment from a grand mirror that once stood proud and tall..

Life has not been unkind to me..

I've always enjoyed every Christmas of every year with friends and close ones..

My wish is a simple one..

But what I feel behind it is incomprehensible and untranslatable even by my own thoughts..


Merry Christmas..


My dear friends..

I cannot say more..

But I care..

And I miss..

Have a blessed day..

Patience

Patience is a virtue..

Legend of a Legenda

My college is so chun that the lecturers' rooms are home to families of mice.. And they are running around chasing the female lecturers here and there :p hahaha..

Mood-Spoiler

For my entire school years all the way up to Form 6 my parents never let me go out and come back late. That was made easier by the fact that I stayed so far away from town, wit no transport of my own, making it near impossible for me even to go out. So at home I stayed even when my friends called me for Mamak sessions, birthday parties, and all kinds of gatherings. I just had to bear with it and be patient.

University life was a blessing. I stayed in an apartment with my friends. No one questioned me why was I out so late. It was a great time; mamak every night with friends, going to KL and coming back late, etc..

Now I'm working 10km from my home thus travelling from home everyday. But I get fukin pissed when my parents question me why do I come back so late when I go out at night. I have my car. I have a steady income. I pay my own bills. When I come back from work, don't I have the right to do what I want? I am no longer a 16 year old that needs a 11 or 12 o'clock curfew! Its not like I'm coming back at 3 or 4am! At most its 1am and I sleep right after that and wake up at 7.30am for work. They want me back before 12am! WTF!!

Theres a serious generation gap! How many people actually sleeps by 12 now days.. Time is so limited that theres no time to spend it with friends and close ones. I work 6 days a week. So I cant go out late for 6 days in a week? And my house is in like a godforsaken jungle with friends and any sort of entertainment so far away. The only thing I have is my handphone and computer accompanying me every night. Let me live my life my way la! I have had enough of them keeping me under a shell!! This is happening too many times that I'm so sure that when I do my Masters or next job, I will definitely live outside!!

I could have told this all to my mum.. But I didn't. My parents somehow can't take even a little of my criticism. So I shall just keep quite. When my Masters or new job starts, I'm out..

And when she had to "advice" me.. after I had lunch at home during my office lunch break. Great mood-spoiler la. Instead of resting at home for another 30mins, I left for office..

How do I communicate with people who think that their generation ways are the best and only way to go about life? I know they want the best for me.. But part of that involves me having my freedom and not being over-protective.. Be understanding and open-minded.. I pray I do not do the same thing to my kids in the future..

IRS

Haha.. I type this as my office area is being raided by the IRS for tax evasion.. Ok ok.. Its not the real Internal Revenue Service.. My boss is resigning at the end of this month, therefore management has sent their drones down here to check on this department's inventory and data to check for anomalies or loss of items. Seriously it was like a raid, with the occasional loud voices and arguments, checklist this checklist tat.. Told ya it would be an interesting month at the office :p

Space-Time Continuum

Its funny in life there's no UNDO, RESET, or REPAIR button.. I guess that's what makes life life..

There are no second chances.. So every decision you make has to be as correct as possible..

Accidents happen.. Mistakes happen.. But life presents it to you as a challenge.. So that you can rise from the ashes and become stronger than before..

If you don't believe in all this then pray one day you'll wake up with Hiro Nakamura's ability ;-)

You'll get through this.. *hugs*